nil(la) ([personal profile] connike) wrote in [community profile] volkamenia2021-09-24 02:35 pm

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or: thread dump, "nilla and rabbit don't make tsumukazu canon in avalon challenge" edition
challenge failed they're canon in avalon
tsumtsuki: (✾ 75)

[personal profile] tsumtsuki 2021-12-14 05:37 am (UTC)(link)
[ H... Ichiro's also incredibly cute. Tsumugi can't help but laugh, soft and so, so fond. ]

I don't mind at all. I really want to kiss you, too.

[ So he does, without any more hesitation. It's as gentle as every other aspect of him, not asking for more than Ichiro is comfortable giving, and just trying to get him used to the sensation before actually giving him any tips.

Though when it comes to a natural end, he has to ask. ]
What do you think?
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[personal profile] ichibukuro 2021-12-15 05:51 am (UTC)(link)
[Ichiro's pretty relaxed so he's surprised when that gentle of a kiss kickstarts his heartbeat like it does.]

Soft... Uh - I mean, nice. [His cheeks turn a little pink.] Yeah, I liked that. [This level of kissing seems easy enough, too. He can do this.]
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[personal profile] tsumtsuki 2021-12-15 06:11 am (UTC)(link)
[ Heehee. ] I'm glad.

[ With that approval in mind, he lets go of one of Ichiro's hands so he can press his palm against his chest. (he can kinda feel his heartbeat like this. it's nice.)

His fingers curl slightly, holding on loosely to his jacket as he tilts his head back and kisses him a second time, then a third, just as gentle. Between the third and fourth he asks, practically a murmur against his lips ]
Would you like to try? [ Or not yet? ]
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[personal profile] ichibukuro 2021-12-15 06:46 am (UTC)(link)
[Ichiro hopes his heart isn't beating too fast, but he can't help it if it is. Tsumugi's kisses are just... too nice.

It's tough to say 'yes' when all he wants is for Tsumugi to keep kissing him. But he's supposed to be learning from this, too. Right, right.]
I want to.

[So he does. Ichiro cups Tsumugi's cheek and leans back in. A simple kiss pressed to Tsumugi's lips but it's thrilling all the same. Doki.]
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[personal profile] tsumtsuki 2021-12-15 10:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[ As Ichiro leans in, Tsumugi comes to the realization that he hasn't really been kissed all that much. His previous relationship was very... traditional, he supposes is the best way to put it. They were modest, and he did everything he could to be her polite, chivarous boyfriend. Not that he resented that fact - he loved that relationship, loved that girl for as long as they lasted - but it means his kiss, simple as it is, makes his heart beat just a tiny bit quicker.

He hums softly, smiling up to his eyes when they eventually part. ]
That's perfect. [ With a foundation in place, they can build up from there.

Tsumugi tilts his head slightly, changing their angle for the next few kisses - a wordless lesson about how positioning can make a difference. ]
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[personal profile] ichibukuro 2021-12-23 11:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[The stars have finally aligned for Ichiro Yamada.

For weeks he'd been wracking his brain, trying to think of the perfect way to ask out Jiro's after school tutor Tsumugi Tsukioka. If he was going to ask him out, he wanted to be prepared and have a date in mind but he'd been struggling to find a balance between something that Tsumugi and himself would enjoy together. Going out for coffee or something just didn't seem like enough when they'd already been doing that almost weekly after Jiro's tutoring sessions - it's what they were doing just now!

But the stars had aligned. The 20th anniversary of W Juliet, a classic shoujo manga, was coming up and in celebration there was a limited run of a stage play adaptation in the works. Ichiro remembered enjoying the manga when he'd read it: it was touching and he admired the main character's conviction and passion for acting. And that was it! It was a stage play based on a series about acting! Ichiro couldn't have asked for a better date activity!

The tickets are burning in his pocket, he just needs! To! Actually... ask Tsumugi. Out. Guh.

Ichiro's not shy. He can be a little awkward and he doesn't have any experience dating but that's not why he's hesitating. He's hesitating because he doesn't want to make things weird for Jiro or lose the friendship he's made with Tsumugi.

Tsumugi's an amazing tutor: he's helped Jiro so much and even taught Ichiro some things he'd missed during his high school experience. He's an amazing friend, too. Incredibly considerate and sweet. Passionate. Always encouraging and inquiring about the brothers' other interests. Down to earth but with that little bit of a silly side that's brilliant when it comes through. Ichiro's so in love with him.

But...

Ichiro looks up from the mugs he's rinsing to the kitchen clock.]


Shoot. I didn't realize we'd been talking that long - do you still have time to catch the train, Tsumugi-san?
tsumtsuki: (✾ 58)

[personal profile] tsumtsuki 2022-01-10 04:18 am (UTC)(link)
[ Tsumugi would've never found out about Red Hibiscus on his own. But he'd been talking with Taichi recently, and one thing led to another (as it usually does with taichi) and next thing he knew he had the blog bookmarked on his phone.

He'd say that he's usually better with his feelings than this but really, he doesn't have a lot of relationship experience. There's so much to consider with these growing feelings of his, too... their friendship is perfect as is, so why change things up with a confession? Would things become weird if they started dating? And, perhaps most importantly, how much of his current affection is platonic? Is any of it more?

Could Kazunari even like him in that way?

Tsumugi frowns, and begins typing. ]
Hello, miss.fortune. I was wondering if I could get your advice on something.

I'm beginning to realize that I have feelings for someone. They're incredibly dear to me... but I can't help but think that maybe I shouldn't say anything. I know they care for me, too, so I'm not worried about complete rejection necessarily, but even confessing to them would drastically change our relationship... and I don't know if I would make them uncomfortable.

In this sort of situation, what would you do?


[ ... no, it feels silly to write it out. Taichi spoke highly of the blog - or highly enough to bring it up, at least - but- ] - Ah! [ He... hit Submit... without even checking the little box next to Anonymous... oh no. ]
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[personal profile] natsupiko 2022-04-12 01:03 am (UTC)(link)
[It's happened again. Watching a performance has gotten him all hot and bothered.

This had happened a couple times back in Mankai, and it was a miracle only Misumi had managed to figure him out, but it was much less frequent. Even when he'd first arrived in Avalon, it happened here and there after a particularly intense rehearsal. Now though, now that he's dating Tsumugi and paying more attention to him especially on stage, it's happening so much more often.

He's always loved and admired Tsumugi's passion for theater. It was inspiring and maybe even a little scary at times. To love something that much? It's insane. So this isn't even the first time Kazunari has had to sneak out of the theater after watching Tsumugi perform. But again, now it's so much more different.

That's his boyfriend up on stage. That's his boyfriend absolutely killing it and pouring his heart, his everything, into his performance. He can't help how he swells with both pride and arousal.

But really, hanging around with a boner for just anyone to see isn't a great idea. So off he goes to the nearest secluded space so he can press his back to the wall and calm down. He is willing his boner to pleeeease chill out.]
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[personal profile] tsumtsuki 2022-04-12 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
[ When Tsumugi steps off the stage, he expects to be enveloped in the warm, loving embrace of his boyfriend. Maybe get a surprise bouquet of flowers thrust into his arms as well, or a kiss he would've gladly melted into. So the fact that Kazunari is nowhere to be seen is a surprise, to say the least.

Which is why, at the first available opportunity, he goes looking for him. Still clad in his costume, and with numerous apologies and "thank you for coming, I'll be back in a moment"s, he breaks away from the rest of the cast and their supporters.

The theater is quite large, though. He's not even sure where to start. So he wanders a bit aimlessly, calling out every so often: ]
Kazu-kun?
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[personal profile] natsupiko 2022-04-12 03:40 am (UTC)(link)
Eh? [Kazunari hears the call for him as soon as Tsumugi is close enough. It's not that he hadn't expected Tsumugi to go looking for him, but he thought he'd be caught up with the audience a bit more first.

Regardless, he pokes his head out from where he's hiding (which happens to be a prop and storage room) and whispers loud enough for Tsumugi to hear.]
Tsumutsumu. Over here!

[He keeps his body hidden behind the door when Tsumugi approaches.] Didja need me for something?
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[personal profile] tsumtsuki 2022-04-13 02:32 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, there you are! [ Tsumugi's quick to make his way over to his boyfriend, curiosity and concern only growing by the moment.

He shakes his head, quick to jump to reassurances. ]
I was just wondering where you went. I didn't see you when I got off stage... [ For him to be here, hiding away in a (metaphorical) corner by himself... It doesn't make sense. Why hasn't he knocked him off his feet yet, or smothered him with kisses? What's with the secrecy? ]

Is... everything alright?
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[personal profile] natsupiko 2022-04-13 03:16 am (UTC)(link)
[Oh, Kazunari's heart kinda breaks. He usually is there for him, just a step off stage...] Soz soz... I'm fine. I just uh.

[He looks around to make sure they're alone in the hallway and then tugs Tsumugi into the room with him. It's a small room packed with props but the light is on and if Tsumugi looks down he'll be sure to see the tent in Kazunari's pants.

Kazunari presses himself back against the wall.]
I just needed to calm down.
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[personal profile] tsumtsuki 2022-04-13 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
[ Oh, he definitely sees it. And though it might be hard to see with the layer of makeup still on his face, he can feel the slight blush spread across his cheeks. ]

... Oh. [ That explains some things.

Tsumugi steps closer, inadvertently trapping him, though makes a point to not touch him quite yet. Because- ]
Do you want me to help? [ He won't force himself onto him. Not now, not ever. But he'd be lying if he said he wasn't at all interested in "helping" in some way. ]
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[personal profile] natsupiko 2022-04-13 03:59 am (UTC)(link)
[The room suddenly gets ten times hotter. Kazunari can feel himself sweat as his eyes dart across Tsumugi's body. Him still being in costume does not help his arousal at all.] If I'm honest, uh. I only got this way after watching Tsumutsumu on stage so...

[He meets Tsumugi's eyes again.] Help would be appreciated.
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[personal profile] tsumtsuki 2022-04-13 11:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Tsumugi meets his gaze, lips curling up into a smile. ] I'd be happy to. [ It's said so lightly, so casually, like he were offering to carry in a bag of art supplies after a particularly wild and out of control shopping spree.

But if that were really the case, he wouldn't need to peel a glove off with his teeth, or work open the front of Kazunari's pants. And he certainly wouldn't be brushing his fingertips over the length of his dick so delicately. ]
You really got this way from watching me...? [ It's not entirely unbelievable, given how intensely Kazunari feels, but still, color him suprised and flattered. ]
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[personal profile] natsupiko 2022-04-14 01:38 am (UTC)(link)
[Christ. Christ. Does Tsumugi know how attractive he is?

Rhetorical question. It doesn't matter. He's so unfairly attractive and Kazunari knows that and that's all that matters. His dick twitches even before Tsumugi gets a hand on him. He's that sexy.

Kazunari breathes out shakily.]
Mmhmm. You get so into your acting... I can really see how much you love it and that... this isn't the first time this has happened.
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[personal profile] tsumtsuki 2022-04-18 02:40 am (UTC)(link)
[ Tsumugi knows, at the very least, that he can be attractive. That is to say, he can act the part, like he definitely intends to now. But it's nice to be reminded from time to time just how badly Kazunari has it for him in general.

Not to mention- ]
How many times has this happened? [ His lips brush against his neck, voice a soft and sweet murmur by his ear. (mostly because he's aware they need to be quieter this time, but also he knows from past experiences that sometimes, that's enough to make him shiver.) ] Is it whenever we're not on stage together?

Do you watch me that closely, Kazu-kun?
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[personal profile] natsupiko 2022-04-19 02:05 am (UTC)(link)
[That sweet whisper is, indeed, enough to make Kazunari shiver. What Tsumugi is asking and how he's asking is really doing it for him too.]

Hhaa... of course I do. Even back in Veludo, less often, but there were a couple times. [When he eventually experiences Stray Devil Blues for himself, Tsumugi's performance will definitely get him going.

But for now, the current Tsumugi is the one making him arch into his hand and he focuses on that. He'll continue answering every question too, even if he's starting to babble.]
And now I can't keep my eyes off you.
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[personal profile] tsumtsuki 2022-04-22 02:20 am (UTC)(link)
[ Later, Tsumugi will reflect on the implications of "even back in Veludo", and wonder what performances specifically got him riled like this. (and maybe he'll end up thinking on that too long, of his boyfriend who wasn't yet his boyfriend touching himself and thinking of him, and wonder how different this might feel were they in the dorms together, doing exactly this. would they have tried hiding in the bathroom? a storage closet? or would they've been bolder and slipped into his own room while tasuku was out playing soccer with the rest of the soccer club, none the wiser?

maybe that'll be the next thing he touches himself to. only time will tell.)

But he, too, is choosing to focus on the present Kazunari. With how nice he's sounding right now, it'd be a shame not to. ]
I'm glad. [ His thumb presses against him just so. ] I know you would anyway, but would you keep watching me? I want to know I'm at the front of your mind.

[ He's laying it on thick - dangerously close to slipping into a character, even - but he seems to like it...? ]
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[personal profile] natsupiko 2022-05-16 03:04 am (UTC)(link)
[Yeah, Kazunari is getting really into it. He leans his head back against the wall, exposing how his Adams apple bobs with each desperate swallow.]

I will. Always, I promise. I want to always -

[His twitches and jolts are becoming uncontrollable now. They pulse through his body as Tsumugi works him to the end.] Auuh, Tsumugi --

[With a final arch of his hips, he's coming hot and sticky into Tsumugi's hand.]
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[personal profile] tsumtsuki 2022-05-17 03:49 am (UTC)(link)
[ Oh, this is an incredibly dangerous sight. Tsumugi's well aware how little time they have here - the longer he's away, the more the others will worry, and they may become suspicious - but god. Kazunari's just as attractive.

He takes a breath to steady himself, presses a kiss over the pulse point on his neck, draws back a bit... and then is struck with a thought. They're not close to any restrooms, and there's nothing he can really wipe his hand clean with in here... but he really doesn't want to leave any unfortunate stains on his costume. Not when Taichi and the others worked so hard to make it, and this wasn't even closing night. So there's only really one good option here.

He brings his sticky hand up to his mouth and licks it clean. ]
... How are you feeling, Kazu-kun? [ he uh. he might have a guess, based on what he's doing right now ]
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[personal profile] tsumtsuki 2022-06-13 03:39 am (UTC)(link)
[ ... Well! That was an interesting experience, to say the least. Not bad, necessarily, but he'd be lying if he said he wasn't looking forward to some normalcy back home with Kazunari.

Or, well, as normal as things get when your body's been magically changed by a sea horse. But it's fine! ... probably! It's better than being blind, at least? And if it doesn't wear off after a few more days, then they can start worrying.

So, after several days of being away - which he, for the record, felt every minute of, especially at night when he slept alone - he strolls in the front door of their shared home like nothing's different. ]
I'm home. [ In reality, his voice is just different enough to be curious. But Fuyu's here, rushing ahead to find Kazunari wherever he's at - so that has to be Tsumugi. ... right? ]
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[personal profile] natsupiko 2022-06-16 11:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[YEAH? YEAH, HE MIGHT HAVE A GUESS HUH??? REALLY?

Kazunari's eyes are near the size of dinner plates, watching every deliberate swipe of Tsumugi's tongue licking up his spend.]


Wh- uh?

[He just came but he can definitely feel blood rushing back to his dick.]

Yeah.

[??????]
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[personal profile] tsumtsuki 2022-06-17 12:02 am (UTC)(link)
[ oh honey. oh sweetheart. oh love of his life.

His eyes are very obviously focused down toward his dick when he asks ]
Um. Will you be okay? [ how close is he to another boner...... ]
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[personal profile] natsupiko 2022-06-17 12:19 am (UTC)(link)
[That question knocks Kazunari out of his blissed out stupor and he straightens.]

Y-yeah! [His dick twitches in protest.] I might hang back a wee bit longer but I'm just peachy! You should head back though, shouldn't you?

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