[ Felix gasps for air, but comes up empty. He feels himself slipping, darkness creeping into his vision - he can barely register his words but the dread and disgust hit him all the same.
How pitiful. His brother and father both died to ensure this thing would live long enough to kill him. He almost wishes their voices would reach Dimitri now, to pull him from this (literally) blood-thirsty trance.
But there's no one here but himself and Dimitri. He can't pretend that anyone - Dedue, the professor, Ingrid or Sylvain - will make him come to his senses before he finishes the job.
(he always imagined he'd die fighting, but not like this. not in a way that adds his name to the list of fraldarius men who died before dimitri's eyes.)
Dammit.
Felix makes one last ditch attempt to pry his hand away from his throat before grabbing his arm as far up as he can reach and sending a Thunder spell through his fingertips. If he still snaps his neck, then, well. Hopefully the shock of that and some electricity will clear his head for good. ]
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How pitiful. His brother and father both died to ensure this thing would live long enough to kill him. He almost wishes their voices would reach Dimitri now, to pull him from this (literally) blood-thirsty trance.
But there's no one here but himself and Dimitri. He can't pretend that anyone - Dedue, the professor, Ingrid or Sylvain - will make him come to his senses before he finishes the job.
(he always imagined he'd die fighting, but not like this. not in a way that adds his name to the list of fraldarius men who died before dimitri's eyes.)
Dammit.
Felix makes one last ditch attempt to pry his hand away from his throat before grabbing his arm as far up as he can reach and sending a Thunder spell through his fingertips. If he still snaps his neck, then, well. Hopefully the shock of that and some electricity will clear his head for good. ]