[Leo notices it, too. It makes the static in his fingers crackle. They feel numb.]
With Xander's death, you're technically dismissed of your duties as a retainer. [The words feel like cotton in his mouth. No matter how many times he says it, it doesn't feel real. He knows from the atmosphere around the castle, Camilla's despondence, even Laslow's weak state, that it is. but he still expects to see Xander sitting across him for meals. Why isn't Xander here hovering over Laslow's shoulder as they speak? And where's Elise to tease him for having his collar inside out again?
Leo breathes and returns to the moment. To Laslow.]
However, you are not required to leave Castle Krakenburg. You are free to take on other duties once you're fully healed. I only wish to know of your intentions.
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With Xander's death, you're technically dismissed of your duties as a retainer. [The words feel like cotton in his mouth. No matter how many times he says it, it doesn't feel real. He knows from the atmosphere around the castle, Camilla's despondence, even Laslow's weak state, that it is. but he still expects to see Xander sitting across him for meals. Why isn't Xander here hovering over Laslow's shoulder as they speak? And where's Elise to tease him for having his collar inside out again?
Leo breathes and returns to the moment. To Laslow.]
However, you are not required to leave Castle Krakenburg. You are free to take on other duties once you're fully healed. I only wish to know of your intentions.