His blush spreads all the way down his neck and he jolts up suddenly. (narrowly avoiding elbowing him in the face but that's fine) ] Stop! Just. Stop. [ Though his heart screams yes, he wants to marry him too, Felix bites his tongue. ]
Dimitri follows Felix, lifting himself to his level.] Because I mean it, and I've thought it for a long time. [Since he was coherent maybe. Since Byleth recounted how Felix had always watched him from afar in the cathedral. Since always.] When I say I need you, I mean it. [He repeats.] I need you by my side. Preferably for always. [A pause.] I would do anything to keep you here with me now that I have you again.
[He would have strived for that even if they remained strictly platonic.]
[ Felix swears, this soft, honest Dimitri is going to be the death of him one of these days. He's going to say something that'll make his heart completely, literally stop in his chest, and he'll drop dead right where he stands.
But for now, he slaps his hand over Dimitri's mouth and looks at the (minimal) space between them, rather than his eye. ] I know you mean it. And I know you would. [ Time and time again, he's shown him how far he'll go for his sake. Dimitri would, indeed, do anything for Felix.
His eyebrows furrow. ] This isn't easy for me to say, but... [ he knows he wants to hear it ] I feel the same. I still- want to marry you. Or just be with you in general. How doesn't matter to me.
[ ughsdksdkfsdk he looks briefly up at Dimitri, before his eyes flicker back down. ] So- so don't go and forget that, got it?
[ The warmth of his words, combined with the warmth of his breath over his palm and the slight tremble he felt in Dimitri when their eyes met, makes a few tears spill over. Finally. Finally. How long has he waited for this? For Dimitri to come back to him, and to say that he loves him again?
Felix sniffles, and leans forward to press a shaky kiss to his forehead. ] I won't let you forget. If you do, I'll... [ He doesn't know what. But he'd do something. ]
Dimitri reaches for him. He pulls Felix flush to his chest in an embrace.] I won't. I promise. [Felix feels small in his arms. Precious.] I love you, and I'm not leaving your side again.
[ It's easier to let the tears fall like this, while Dimitri can't see him cry. He can only feel his shirt dampen as Felix presses his face against his chest, breathing him in and feeling his heart beat.
His arms wrap around Dimitri tight and allows himself this moment of vulnerability. ] I won't let you leave. ... You can't. [ A breath. ] I love you... Dima.
I love you. [Dimitri's voice shakes. He feels young. He feels very much in love.] I love you, Fee. I love you so much.
[He repeats it again and again for Felix, like a manta, and wholly a promise. Dimitri will never leave him again. He won't go where Felix can't follow. Never again.]
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His blush spreads all the way down his neck and he jolts up suddenly. (narrowly avoiding elbowing him in the face but that's fine) ] Stop! Just. Stop. [ Though his heart screams yes, he wants to marry him too, Felix bites his tongue. ]
How can you say that with a straight face?
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Dimitri follows Felix, lifting himself to his level.] Because I mean it, and I've thought it for a long time. [Since he was coherent maybe. Since Byleth recounted how Felix had always watched him from afar in the cathedral. Since always.] When I say I need you, I mean it. [He repeats.] I need you by my side. Preferably for always. [A pause.] I would do anything to keep you here with me now that I have you again.
[He would have strived for that even if they remained strictly platonic.]
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But for now, he slaps his hand over Dimitri's mouth and looks at the (minimal) space between them, rather than his eye. ] I know you mean it. And I know you would. [ Time and time again, he's shown him how far he'll go for his sake. Dimitri would, indeed, do anything for Felix.
His eyebrows furrow. ] This isn't easy for me to say, but... [ he knows he wants to hear it ] I feel the same. I still- want to marry you. Or just be with you in general. How doesn't matter to me.
[ ughsdksdkfsdk he looks briefly up at Dimitri, before his eyes flicker back down. ] So- so don't go and forget that, got it?
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I wont forget. [He clasps his hand over Felix's, the one over his mouth, and he kisses his palm while its trapped.] Not ever.
[They can be together, they can be together, finally]
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Felix sniffles, and leans forward to press a shaky kiss to his forehead. ] I won't let you forget. If you do, I'll... [ He doesn't know what. But he'd do something. ]
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Dimitri reaches for him. He pulls Felix flush to his chest in an embrace.] I won't. I promise. [Felix feels small in his arms. Precious.] I love you, and I'm not leaving your side again.
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His arms wrap around Dimitri tight and allows himself this moment of vulnerability. ] I won't let you leave. ... You can't. [ A breath. ] I love you... Dima.
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[He repeats it again and again for Felix, like a manta, and wholly a promise. Dimitri will never leave him again. He won't go where Felix can't follow. Never again.]